Below is an extract from a talk I recently gave on Healing at a gathering of Perth Wellness Bloggers. The wonderfully successful event organised by Jacqueline from Upon Wild Stars was a day to nurture our bodies, minds and creative sides (Jacinta’s flower headpieces – http://cintism.com/)…
The notion of healing may be different for everyone but for me I see it as like emptying a backpack.
We are born with an empty backpack and as we go through our childhood we are influenced by many situations, some good, some bad and we fill up our backpack. With our negative experiences we store consequent negative beliefs and the backpack gets heavy and weighs us down.
When we then face similar negative experiences later on we dig around in our backpacks to find and use the same coping mechanisms that we have learned in the past, behaviours that have been stored based on how we have seen others behave or how we have best protected ourselves. We run away, get aggressive, get anxious or become the victim. These coping mechanisms attract further negative experiences and the trend continues.
As we travel down our roads using our same old mind sets we continue to fill our backpacks until the weight of life and our experiences causes us to get stuck, slow down or have a crisis and a veil of yuck covers our senses so that we struggle to see the road we are supposed to be travelling on. The signs are there as our body breaks down, our relationships break down, our relationship with ourselves breaks down.
Eventually a correlation, an AHA moment needs to be made to identify that WE are attracting our own negative experiences into our lives by how we are behaving. At that crunch moment, the moment we face up to the fact that we are responsible for all that is happening to us, the good, the bad and the ugly, we have a choice to continue on with an ever increasing load and more mist than on the Scottish Highlands, or stop and start to remove or change those innate, stored behaviours from our backpack. And this is healing.
And so healing begins with the conscious acknowledgement of the need to heal.
Now while I have used a simple metaphor likening healing to removing items from a backpack, healing is anything but simple. Once we have decided to take the plunge we are often faced with a myriad of questions and a sense of confusion which can be overwhelming or bring an anxiety all of its own. Where do I start, what do I do now, how am I supposed to behave, how can I change from the person I have always been?
Healing is a personal journey. It is a step by step process of change to our energy, our thought patterns, our perspective, our behaviour to ways which serve us better. It may require throwing out all our preconceived ideas and starting afresh. But there is much help at hand…
From my own experience I have learned to heal through a combination approach. I work with energy tools (reiki, meditation) to reduce the anxiety, gain clarity, get answers and to change my negative energy to positive which in turn attracts positive experiences, I work with mental tools (guided meditations and books, books and more books) to make cause and effect changes and I work with physical techniques (exercise, food) where I need to make physical changes.
In an effort to heal myself I found reiki, which now is my passion. Reiki is an energy healing technique that picks up on anxieties, feelings and emotions that are stored in the body and which are sometimes expressed in the form of physical ailments. A hands on healer can feel these stored negative energies and will raise them during a session to bring them from the subconscious into the conscious.
So once they are in your conscious the Healer can then work with you to find out what experiences you have stored in your backpack that have caused these emotions and determine ways of dealing with or releasing them.
I recently worked with a client who had a deep seated fear of teaching which was evident from a tooth infection. As a child her parents berated her for her inability to learn quickly. She was now helping her own children with their homework and behaving in the same way as her parents. The infection was a result of her attacking herself as she subconsciously knew she did not like how she was teaching or behaving.
Once we worked this out she was able to approach the teaching/homework issue in a conscious way, she has looked into tutoring where her children needed specific help and is mindful to both her children’s and her needs in this area of her life.
A reiki session also rebalances your energy, draws in external energy and moves energy around your body to help unblock blockages, temper those strong emotions, bring clarity and leave you feeling more positive and in a better place to attract better experiences into your life.
There are other amazing energy tools you can also use to help in the healing process and which I use in session. Crystals for example are little rocks full of magic. My favourite is rose quartz a stone for your heart, it is a stone to invoke universal love and can really help you to live through your heart.
Most days I get a little rose quartz from my collection and hold it in my hand, I speak to it and project love into it. I do this by thinking about something that makes me feel lovely and asking the stone to take that feeling with me throughout the day. Then I carry it around in my pocket.
Spirit quartz is related to other quartz crystals but is made up of very fine facets usually of amethyst or citrine. I use mine to meditate with, I speak to it first and ask it to give me clarity and intuition and place it on my forehead.
And finally black tourmaline is a protector stone and for anyone who is looking at doing Healing is a must to wear to retain your own energy and not take on the energy of your client.
There are also tools useful for making mental changes, to work on cause and effect. I use guided meditations which guide you into to a relaxed state and bring your inner most thoughts, feelings and experiences to the surface so you can take control and use your own mind to consciously change your perspective and associated behaviour. It is an exercise which you can repeat and practice at home.
Using all these tools and techniques, Healers can provide a sanctuary, a place where you can get closer to your own intuition, your subconscious, your faith and begin to heal. However there is also work required of you to achieve lasting healing success and this is the homework, the deep cellular work. Being committed to healing requires time spent by yourself allowing you to get to know YOU, to notice when things aren’t working, to notice when you don’t feel good, to determine when and how you need to start the healing process and determine what works for you. Which is why Healing and Self Awareness go hand in hand.
Life is cyclical, it doesn’t matter how much you heal there is always more work to be done, but this work gets easier, quicker and the lessons further apart.
My path as a Reiki and Hands on Healer has been an exciting one. There is so much to explore, so many different tools and techniques to investigate, try and learn. Sometimes there are too many choices but on this journey you need to find out and work with what resonates with you.
Most importantly you need to be or become self-aware and even when things get tough with healing and they do, ensure you give yourself plenty of TLC, love your scars and continue to strive to make the world a better place.